my·imaginary·friends

Which one am I?

I awaken to the sound of metal clanging against stone, a rhythmic echo that seems both distant and immediate. The cold floor beneath me is unforgiving, yet familiar. Am I the one confined, or the one doing the confining? The walls are adorned with shadows that dance to the tune of flickering lights, each one a silent storyteller whispering secrets of past inhabitants.

"You're late," a voice resounds, cutting through the haze of my thoughts. I turn to see a figure shrouded in ambiguity, their features shifting like sand in an hourglass. They hand me a set of keys—heavy, burdensome—and a clipboard filled with names that blur and fade as I try to read them.

"Late for what?" I ask, but the question dissolves in the air, unanswered.

I walk down a corridor that stretches infinitely, or perhaps it's just a loop. Each cell I pass reflects a fragment of myself—a child clutching a worn-out toy, an old man gazing wistfully at a faded photograph, a faceless entity scribbling equations that unlock nothing and everything.

"Security breach in Sector Seven," an announcement blares. Instinctively, I reach for a baton at my side, but my hand meets only emptiness. Panic surges—is it my duty to respond, or am I the cause of the alarm?

Doors begin to slam shut, one after another, like dominoes orchestrated by an unseen hand. I rush to find an exit, but every path leads me back to the same central chamber, where the figure awaits.

"Understanding is the key," they say, holding up a mirror. I see my reflection split into dual images—one clad in a uniform, stern and unyielding; the other in prison garb, eyes wide with desperation.

"Which one am I?" I whisper.

"Both," the figure replies. "And neither."

The walls start to melt away, revealing a boundless void speckled with stars. The prison transforms into a cosmic stage where roles are but fleeting assignments in an ever-changing script.

I close my eyes to steady myself, and when I open them, I'm seated at a desk, papers strewn about, a pen in my hand. The page before me reads: "You are the architect of your own confinement."

Realization dawns. The prison is not made of stone and steel but of choices and perceptions. Guard and prisoner are roles I've inhabited, masks I've worn without recognizing the face beneath.

I stand up, letting the pen roll off the table. The endless corridors and locked doors are gone. In their place is an open field under a sky painted with the hues of dawn.

Freedom and captivity are states of mind, two sides of the same coin flipping endlessly in the air. As I take my first step forward, I decide it's time to stop watching it spin.